One day, the time will come when I will not need either phones or computers .. All that is in my life will be in the past. For the world, I will not exist ... I will have to respond to the name that the bishop will give me when making a vest, until I can say which one. I will live in labor and prayer.
But you know, I make this choice not because I was bad in the world - I have everything I need, and what is not, that is not necessary. I feel how the Lord calls me to serve him in the monastery; I don’t dare go around this call. I can not change my mind, since this is tantamount to betrayal, and so many of whom have betrayed him. Knowing how much it hurts, never get out of the way, as it will not be fair. When it is, I can not say. All the will of God.